SaJaTo the Family I Always Wanted But No Longer HaveI never thought I would be sitting here writing about my anger towards the people I once had; the only period of time of stability in my…Mar 26, 2021Mar 26, 2021
SaJaWhen Will This Cycle End? (blurb)The cycle is never ending. One round on the cycle should be enough but to the eating disorder, it will never, ever, be enough. I am…Mar 25, 2021Mar 25, 2021
SaJainsta entry + journal— 10/19/20Tomorrow I have a dietitian appt.. my on campus dietitian — C emailed her today I think regarding my treatment because I just signed an…Oct 20, 2020Oct 20, 2020
SaJajournal entry — 10/19/20 [not edited]im sitting at dunkin trying to work on school yet all i can think about is trying to stop myself from crying in public since i just ate…Oct 19, 2020Oct 19, 2020
SaJa10/18/20 — journal entry [not edited]I am exhausted. I dont know where to start really but i havent written or typed my thoughts in the past few days despite really going…Oct 19, 2020Oct 19, 2020
SaJa10/12/20 — journal entry[not edited]I am so angry at myself for eating dinner just now. I was going strong and then i dont even know what happened. I guess rational me won…Oct 12, 2020Oct 12, 2020
SaJa10/29/20 — journal entry [not edited]I am having super high si and sh urges. And i know that not completing my assignment for a psych class and a discussion board on time is…Oct 9, 2020Oct 9, 2020
SaJa“why are you stuck?”If I knew, wouldn’t I have chose to be unstuck by now? Its been three years! — this is what repeated in my head as I walked home from…Mar 17, 2020Mar 17, 2020
SaJaI promise, it is not worth it — Open Letter —Dear Roommate, it is not worth it. Not now, not ever. Diet culture is an asshole.Feb 19, 2020Feb 19, 2020
