I am having super high si and sh urges. And i know that not completing my assignment for a psych class and a discussion board on time is what triggered it. I feel like a complete and utter failure. I feel like I am having an existential crisis and I dont need to be a psych major. Ive been looking on my degree audit testing different majors and im just overall fucked. I want to drop out. I want to die. I want to take a gap year. I want to restrict 100% forever to get some sort of medical leave, some sort of permission and excuse to let me figure out what to do in school wihtout my gpa being…
