Tomorrow I have a dietitian appt.. my on campus dietitian — C emailed her today I think regarding my treatment because I just signed an ROI for them to do so. I’m so scared about my non campus dietitian — L confronting me tomorrow morning on the reasons why I see C. and really I’m just overall scared and nervous to advocate for myself for going to res. I am 99.5% sure that res is what my heart and body needs right now in a wise mind, recovery-oriented way. Yes, ed is loud. And, I really can NOT keep living like this. I’m honestly not even living just merely surviving. And that can be good to a…
