im sitting at dunkin trying to work on school yet all i can think about is trying to stop myself from crying in public since i just ate breakfast. I am so annoyed and upset with myself for eating and for knowing that i need to eat. im feeling so low and i just want to scream. im so tired of being this way. why does my brain want me to even be sick enough? i hate that i am getting so worked up right now over eating breakfast and i cant focus on anything but food. i just wish i could be small. i wish i could be small and free from ed. why do i feel like its the end of the world right now, it…
