SaJaTo the Family I Always Wanted But No Longer HaveI never thought I would be sitting here writing about my anger towards the people I once had; the only period of time of stability in my…·3 min read·Mar 26, 2021----
SaJaWhen Will This Cycle End? (blurb)The cycle is never ending. One round on the cycle should be enough but to the eating disorder, it will never, ever, be enough. I am…·4 min read·Mar 25, 2021----
SaJainsta entry + journal— 10/19/20Tomorrow I have a dietitian appt.. my on campus dietitian — C emailed her today I think regarding my treatment because I just signed an…·1 min read·Oct 20, 2020----
SaJajournal entry — 10/19/20 [not edited]im sitting at dunkin trying to work on school yet all i can think about is trying to stop myself from crying in public since i just ate…·1 min read·Oct 19, 2020----
SaJa10/18/20 — journal entry [not edited]I am exhausted. I dont know where to start really but i havent written or typed my thoughts in the past few days despite really going…·2 min read·Oct 19, 2020----
SaJa10/12/20 — journal entry[not edited]I am so angry at myself for eating dinner just now. I was going strong and then i dont even know what happened. I guess rational me won…·2 min read·Oct 12, 2020----
SaJa10/29/20 — journal entry [not edited]I am having super high si and sh urges. And i know that not completing my assignment for a psych class and a discussion board on time is…·3 min read·Oct 9, 2020----
SaJa“why are you stuck?”If I knew, wouldn’t I have chose to be unstuck by now? Its been three years! — this is what repeated in my head as I walked home from…·5 min read·Mar 17, 2020----
SaJaI promise, it is not worth it — Open Letter —Dear Roommate, it is not worth it. Not now, not ever. Diet culture is an asshole.·4 min read·Feb 19, 2020----